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I'm silent.
It is just ingrained into every aspect of who I am. I'm the girl sitting in the far corner of the room observing everything. I'm silent so I can hear and see what is going on. I am shy too. However sexually I am still silent. Have been ever since I started having sex-- about a decade ago (damn I'm old). But even though I'm silent I will on occasion make a sound like a mouse - heh, that's a personal quirk of mine, I squeak. But with encouragement and me realizing that He enjoys listening to what my reactions are to what He does to me....well I've learned to make whatever sound I wish to make, because honestly, who is going to hear us? And that is the reason I stayed silent to begin with; as a teenager having sexual relations and having a lot expected of me. Getting caught and disappointing my family....well I just couldn't disappoint anyone it was in my nature to appear to be perfect in everyone's eyes. I hope that makes sense.
To answer your true question. Even when I stay silent and something painful is done to me I try to remain silent out of habit, like I tried to explain, being silent is in my nature. But when the pain reaches my limit. I let Him know immediately. And sometimes me reaching my limit is very sudden. So sudden that I skip the safeword yellow and go straight to red.
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