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I want off.
First I see my cousin and her 5 day old daughter, who mind you had exactly what I wanted, a girl, and used 2 of the baby girl names I would have loved to name my own daughter. Then I try to reconnect with an old friend who informs me he and his girl (who shares the same name as I) are on their way back from their ultrasound appointment. THEN. One of my oldest friends calls to gripe at me about not telling her I was pregnant and gripes me out even more for not telling her I had a miscarriage on top of that.
So I say again. Can I please get off of this emotional roller coaster. I've had enough for one day especially with all of this and the many other things I am stressing over.
Also I came home to a pair of my hubby's VANS chewed to hell, a chewed up box of matches, and a cat trying to claw it's way up my leg. Oh, and the fire won't stay lit. And guess what! It is 31 degrees outside and it feels like its colder inside! And that's not including all of the personal things I'm stressing over too. I thing I have every right to want off. I just wished I could get off.
at least for a little while.
And I just feel like the one friend I want to confide everything to, who could help set my mind at ease and physically be there for me. Isn't there for me.
Thanks for letting me rant. I need it. Goodnight.
First I see my cousin and her 5 day old daughter, who mind you had exactly what I wanted, a girl, and used 2 of the baby girl names I would have loved to name my own daughter. Then I try to reconnect with an old friend who informs me he and his girl (who shares the same name as I) are on their way back from their ultrasound appointment. THEN. One of my oldest friends calls to gripe at me about not telling her I was pregnant and gripes me out even more for not telling her I had a miscarriage on top of that.
So I say again. Can I please get off of this emotional roller coaster. I've had enough for one day especially with all of this and the many other things I am stressing over.
Also I came home to a pair of my hubby's VANS chewed to hell, a chewed up box of matches, and a cat trying to claw it's way up my leg. Oh, and the fire won't stay lit. And guess what! It is 31 degrees outside and it feels like its colder inside! And that's not including all of the personal things I'm stressing over too. I thing I have every right to want off. I just wished I could get off.
at least for a little while. And I just feel like the one friend I want to confide everything to, who could help set my mind at ease and physically be there for me. Isn't there for me.
Thanks for letting me rant. I need it. Goodnight.
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