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[Ceilidh]

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And thanks Seb. I care about you too.

I'm going to go make dinner now and pick up the house. Maybe if I stay busy things won't seem so bad.

 

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[sebastian]

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I totally know how frustrating it is to feel isolated, like you don't have someone to unburden yourself to. In my experience, keeping busy is good way to get through times like this. I wrote most of my forthcoming book that way.

 

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[Ceilidh]

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I wished I could keep busy by writing, but it just isn't happening. Four adults, two kids, a fairly small house. I just can't focus here. I hate it here. I had hopes the remodeling would be done and we'd be moving by halloween. Now I don't see that happening, since we still have an entire kitchen to do (cabinets and all). Perhaps thanksgiving or xmas. And I'll be not much good of a use by that time. I'll be much bigger and it will be just too cold to be moving all of our possessions.

 

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[handcuff_freak]

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I have had one day off in a month. No time for anything. I got sunday off, but its still not enough. I'm being worked to death!

I keep having this dream about a creepy building. I'm always with someone and telling them about it while we walk. Towards it. We always walk through this dark alley until we come to this half fallen down brick building. One of us, sometimes me, point out that there is a dead body, always a girl, on the balcony and that's why the place is haunted (different place than the creepy building). Then we go through this parking lot and into the creepy building. Dream usually ends when we get to the doors or in the parking lot.

I've had that dream at least 10 times the past 2 months. Very odd.

 

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[master jey]

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Interesting dream I imagined it and it shore is creepy
Just imagine you are in this thing

No dream is creepy when you are in the overprotected Venom with ICS lambda and biiiiiig gutling gun

 

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[sebastian]

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Not all dreams mean something. Some are just mental static. But in my experience, dreams that you have repeatedly, or which stay in your mind long after dreams normally fade, are usually your subconscious mind trying to communicate something to you. So my advice is to spend some time thinking about the dream and see if you can open up the symbolism.

In dreams, buildings often represent the self, so that going into a building is going into some aspect of yourself. Ghosts, at least in my dreams, often represent things from one's past. Is there perhaps something about yourself that you're afraid of, uncomfortable about, or think is creepy? Your discomfort in entering the building might be a fear of acknowledging some part of who you are. The haunted building may also be your self, since dreams frequently have redundant elements. Might this dead girl/ghost be some part of you that you feel you've lost? Or might it be someone who had a lot of influence over you (like your mother, or an old girlfriend) but is now less important?

 

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[Obedient Little Puppy]

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I have creepy and recurring dreams all the time, including a BDSM one which I wrote about here a while back, in the hope of getting some answers.

I'm starting to love my undercut now it's finally taking shape, after the hairdresser messed it up while creating it issed-off:

 

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[Ceilidh]

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so how has everyones week been?

mine has been horrible. really horrible. the idea of crawling into a hole sounds much more pleasant since i still have to face "the spanish inquisition" and i really dont want to. when are they going to get it through their heads that they taught me the importance of keeping silent if you didnt want certain things to become common knowlwdge or public?

 

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[Ceilidh]

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Dear Female Parts,

Are you going to be the reason for my death? Am I slowly going to bleed to death because of this sick and twisted mind game you are currently playing with me? "Oh, today let's not bleed!" Or "Today, I feel like drainind Ceilidh for all she's worth!" Seriously Female Parts, am I already not in enough pain and scarred enough for your liking that you have to add to it?! I know it is your fault, don't you dare deny it. I mean come on, isn't it good enough for you to know that because of you I've already once lost half of the blood in my body? Shouldn't you feel proud of that accomplishment, Female Parts? You've nearly killed me once; honestly, what is stopping you from doing it again this time?

Female Parts, if you are going to be the reason for my death, please, just please have mercy and make it quick. Please don't be vindictive or sinister and slowly kill me.

Yours Truly,
Ceilidh





Sigh.

 

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[Death]

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The second girl I thought was my true love also was unfaithful to me. I'm not a good judge of people, it seems.

A few people here contacted me while I was getting to know her, to show their interest in me, and I told them I wasn't interested. Those people can feel free to contact me, now. However, I am full of hate, now, and trust is not something I will show very easily.

My contact thread:
http://www.smplace.com/forum/1874-d...aster-slave-relationship-under-true-love.html

...Life fucking sucks, doesn't it? At least, that is pretty much the rule in life. If you agree with that then you might want to view my thread.

 

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