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master jey
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I'll pray to Golden ChickenPlease, all of you, pray to the job gods for me to get this job
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ugh! i wish my frickin headcold would just go away already. I was up half of the night last night because I kept waking up coughing. I was coughing so hard I'm honestly suprised I didn't end up vomiting or coughing up blood....I just wished I was over being sick. I can't take it anymore and now my nose is trying to run away from me!! *cries*
OLP,
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!
I know you are going to get this job!
OLP,
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!
I know you are going to get this job!
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*sigh* I need a good swift kick in the rear. Anybody want to help?
Six months ago I stopped writing a book due to personal reasons that made me emotionally unstable to finish. If I continued I probably would have killed off all of the characters. The last four months I've been feeling more emotionally stable and I've been wanting to start writing again and finish my book. However I keep finding excuse after excuse to not pick it back up. I know it is one big contridiction, but it is the truth. Hence the reason I need a good swift kick in the rear. I know myself well enough to know why I keep finding excuses to avoid writing my book. My book (for all intents and purpouses) is my autobiography - just slightly altering names, places, ages, and events to help the story along...The reason I'm avoiding it is because I'm afraid of what emotions I will dredge up and if I will be able to handle them.
I guess I just need to enlist the help of someone who will make sure I work on writing and not work on avoiding it..which by the way this whole post is part of my "elaborate plan" to avoid writing...sly aren't I?
Oh look it is nearly midnight. Time for bed
I hope I can get some decent sleep tonight without coughing up any vital internal organs...
Six months ago I stopped writing a book due to personal reasons that made me emotionally unstable to finish. If I continued I probably would have killed off all of the characters. The last four months I've been feeling more emotionally stable and I've been wanting to start writing again and finish my book. However I keep finding excuse after excuse to not pick it back up. I know it is one big contridiction, but it is the truth. Hence the reason I need a good swift kick in the rear. I know myself well enough to know why I keep finding excuses to avoid writing my book. My book (for all intents and purpouses) is my autobiography - just slightly altering names, places, ages, and events to help the story along...The reason I'm avoiding it is because I'm afraid of what emotions I will dredge up and if I will be able to handle them.
I guess I just need to enlist the help of someone who will make sure I work on writing and not work on avoiding it..which by the way this whole post is part of my "elaborate plan" to avoid writing...sly aren't I?
Oh look it is nearly midnight. Time for bed
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You can handle the emotions, Ceilidh. Just take your time as you go through and allow yourself the space to feel your feelings. The fact that you're wanting to find a way to get back to this project means you're ready to handle it. Remember that however unpleasant those experiences were when you first had them, you're older, wiser, and stronger than you were back then, and those events are in the past and can't really hurt you any more. You can do it--I have confidence in you.
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Annoyed and frustrated rant coming on. 
I went out on a date last night, some local cover band was playing a mid-week gig for some reason (birthday or something), and it was all good until we got back to her place and had some unbelievably, mind-numbingly flat sex. Vanilla isn’t boring enough to describe “it†(I wont even call it sex). It was as if coke had been left in the sun for a few hours...very, very flat. My mind wandered into realms unknown to me during sex…one line of thought was “did I turn my laptop’s plug off? Yes I think didâ€. 
I could barely even do anything without being “too roughâ€.
The worse part was afterwards when we were just cuddling (which turned out to be the most exciting part of the night lol) she listed off things she didn’t like but they were all things I love, hair pulling was one of them for fuck sake…every word she spoke drove another nail into the coffin of our long since dead relationship. It wouldn’t have been so bad if she tried to dominate me because at least then it could have been fun (I would have over powered her very easily).
The irony is I quite like her it’s just in the bedroom it all falls apart completely. I now need to find a way to end this. The old break-up reason rings true but it needs changing to “it’s not me it’s youâ€.
I went out on a date last night, some local cover band was playing a mid-week gig for some reason (birthday or something), and it was all good until we got back to her place and had some unbelievably, mind-numbingly flat sex.
Vanilla isn’t boring enough to describe “it†(I wont even call it sex). It was as if coke had been left in the sun for a few hours...very, very flat. My mind wandered into realms unknown to me during sex…one line of thought was “did I turn my laptop’s plug off? Yes I think didâ€. I could barely even do anything without being “too roughâ€. The worse part was afterwards when we were just cuddling (which turned out to be the most exciting part of the night lol) she listed off things she didn’t like but they were all things I love, hair pulling was one of them for fuck sake…every word she spoke drove another nail into the coffin of our long since dead relationship. It wouldn’t have been so bad if she tried to dominate me because at least then it could have been fun (I would have over powered her very easily).
The irony is I quite like her it’s just in the bedroom it all falls apart completely. I now need to find a way to end this. The old break-up reason rings true but it needs changing to “it’s not me it’s youâ€.
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You can't satisfy me woman get out of my property or I'll shoot ya !The old break-up reason rings true but it needs changing to “it’s not me it’s you”.
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(Positive thinking me) If I tell her something like “It wont work because I want you to be an obedient slut who crawls over to me with a flogger in your mouth begging for me to hit you with itâ€â€¦given the amount women talk about this sort of thing then maybe, just maybe word will get around to some submissive women.
(Normal thinking me) I’m going to hope she doesn’t ask why I’m ending it because “positive thinking me†must be high on something if he thinks that’s going to work.
(Negative thinking me)…I’m going with Jey’s suggestion.
(Normal thinking me) I’m going to hope she doesn’t ask why I’m ending it because “positive thinking me†must be high on something if he thinks that’s going to work.
(Negative thinking me)…I’m going with Jey’s suggestion.
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Taken from the "where to meet submissive girls" thread.
It depends how “vanilla†it is. If it’s very vanilla then I agree but the rougher it is the happier I am.
It depends how “vanilla†it is. If it’s very vanilla then I agree but the rougher it is the happier I am.
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