So. Four or so days ago I stopped bleeding. Now today I am cramping. Make it stop.
Room mate made some comment about our guys wanting more kids. I straight up implied I won't be able to bear anymore children. Sigh.
Yesterday, my only real friend (who I'm able to confide in about everything) told me that he isn't going to be talking to me for a while because his sub doesn't want him communicating or seeing other female subs. So they are going to focus on their relationship. I understand that, I do. Its just he was the only person I could always text, email, or just talk to about this or that or whatever was upsetting me. He was my shoulder to cry on. And now, well I don't have that. And I don't know how long I won't have that. Because with the holidays coming up, I am going to need that. Sigh.