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I don't think what you want is wrong at all. It's all about personal preference and kinks. If it's what you want, go for it. The only limits are your own.
Personally, I've just recently entered a trial with a daddy, and we both find this better for our preferences. So far, I enjoy it far more than being an ordinary sub, because (like you) I'm quite shy and I can also be quite childish. I just love the control my Daddy has over me, and how utterly innocent it makes me feel, being called princess and angel and such. This kind of relationship allows for affection to be shown more openly, as well.
If it's something you're interested in exploring, just look around and I'm sure you'll find someone. You might just have to be patient.
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