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On that note, [and the masked stranger fetish] OLP and I have just gone up a level, *phew*
I'm sure she will share this, when she next visits us here. :)

Well, sorry this took a while to get round to, but here you go :)

This was something we stumbled upon completely by accident, more than likely brought on by the boredom and frustration caused by the alarmingly shite porn DVD we were watching :rolleyes:

Anyway, I was still bound hand and foot from another small game we had just played, and I decided I would like to remain so throughtout the film, and gagged too, as I have a tendency to talk/ask questions throughout a film :D

We were struggling, in our boredom, to follow the film, and in the end my master just got fed up and turned his full attention to me. To be honest, I can't even remember how it happened...probably gently to begin with, lots of stroking and touching and so on.

Then, suddenly, it was like something snapped; he began to get more aggressive with me, and before I knew what was happening, his hand was around my throat, pretty tight, and I felt myself struggling to breathe. It was a total shock to me, not least because I found I loved the experience, and when he then said in a really cold voice, 'Do you realise just how easy it would be for me to kill you now?' I felt the most indescribable, shameful, sick thrill ;)

Even as this was happening, I felt completely safe; there was no fear, and my trust in him was absolute. I knew without asking that I would come to no harm, and even insisted (well, begged) him to put on our skimask to create a more menacing appearance.

This made my excitement even more intense, being forced to look into the eyes of this masked man, knowing I was under his total control. He had my mouth free again by this point and ordered me to kiss him, his hand constantly around my throat, tightening whenever I refused, and I have to admit that I tested him a few times, just to see how far he would go, but he never once exceeded what I could cope with.

The weirdest thing was, I didn't have my safetoy, which I know I should have had, but I didn't feel as though I needed it. And what actually forced the session to an abrupt end was the fact that the word play that developed at some point during it got a bit out of hand.

Sorry for rambling :D But we both loved this so much, and have experimented more since; we seem to have found a safety level we are comfortable with, and so, within that, I am hoping there will be a lot more of this to come! :)
 
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There was a big thing about choke paly in the news. It was a game pre-teens and teens started playing, choking each other, finding ways to cut off air because of the high. A lot of kids died from it actually, hanging themselves cuz they pass out before they can get free their necks.
Hate to scare you, but when I first read this, thats the first thing I though out. Me and Master play a little like this, but she only keeps her hand or arm on my neck for a few seconds. Though there was one time, before I was her sub but we were going out, where we were fighting so badly. We were in school and I saw her in the hallway and slammed her up against the lockers with my hand wrapped around her throat. She later told me that I made her see spots but it turned totally turned her on.
 
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I posted about this in the safety forum too, that it was only for a few seconds at a time I was being choked. My master makes a point of watching my reactions to anything he does really carefully, especially so in a situation such as this. The most intense reaction I had was my struggling to breathe, but I never once had any vision impairment, like seeing spots or blacking out. Now we have done this a couple more times, we have reached a comfortable safety level we agree on, and I have my safetoy too, which I know I should have had in the beginning, but the trust I put in my master was rewarded a hundredfold and I can never thank him enough for that :)

Sub4Life, I had wanted to try this before, but I was always too scared to. When it happened at the weekend, it was completely unexpected. All I can say is be really careful, use a safetoy, and make sure you communicate, so you both know exactly how far you are prepared to take the game. If you do give it a go, then good luck, and let us know how it goes :)
 
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We have played around with it, when he kisses me he grabs my throat and will speak or yell into my face and I love it, but I am afraid. I know he would never hurt me and I trust him, I just dont know if he will know when it is too much and if one quick squeeze could do some real damage. We need to do a lot more resaerch before going further. For now though we will keep on dipping in our toes. lol
 
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