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I hope you find out what is wrong soon Handcuff. Feeling that kind of pain just isn't right. And I have to say good thinking on your wife's part. I had a friend whose a single parent of a 4 year old and she wasn't feeling well -- sacked out on the couch for days. Come to find out her appendix had BURST!

Now My Life....lol...The good news. I'm not feeling scared like I was. (However that could be due to the fact I have other things on my mind, but I'm not going to burst that bubble just yet.) Also I finally got my Office Suite working so I can start back on my book! (So Happy about that; since I couldn't work on it due to the fact I needed an internet connection -- damn picky-ass-blackberry.) I also got a new hair cut and a new dress! :D

The bad news -- I dropped a 30-40 lb log (for firewood) on my big toe...I'm kinda fighting with the in-laws....I'm about to disown family...and I'm still trying to clean this barn up months later...But I'm finally seeing progress so I'm happy about that.
 
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Nothing showed on the scans at all. They said it is a viral infection. Had no more pain and got sent home. I felt weak, but other than that it felt good to sleep in m own bed. Went to visit mom, sister and lil brother after I got out and got some rest. I was feeling good, but still ached a little bit. Also still had a sore throat and lingering cough. I hadn't thought anything of it until we got back home from moms. Wife looked into my throat and said it was swollen. I most likely have tonsillitis :-( that means surgery and more time in the hospital.

I don't do good in hospitals. At all. I was begging to go home and crying the first few hours. Then the pain meds made me loopy and sleep a lot. I'm not sure I am up for this. I already had a nightmare about my 18hr stay. Hospitals scare me so much just going in one for anything makes me nauseous. Needles scare me to death. If I will live without a shot then I don't get it. Last night I got blood drawn 3 times and an 18gauge IV put in.

I'm so scared right now that I can't sleep. I'm just laying bed holding my wife and crying. I'm lucky I have her to go through this with me though.

Now I'm rambling so I'll stop. lol
 
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Handcuff, if hospitals scare you that much, my advice would be to do some therapy with a counselor. Almost everyone has to spend time in a hospital at some point in their lives, and being that distressed while doing so could affect your recovery. It may also make you avoid the hospital in situations where you need it. But obviously that doesn't help you right now.

With things that scare me, my philosophy has always been that being afraid is not a good reason to not do something. Flying makes me very nervous, but I realized years ago that if I let my fear keep me off of planes, I would not be able to do many things that I want to do. So when I get worried about flying I just say "So what? You've got to fly." And gradually over the years, my anxiety about flying has diminished.

Perhaps your wife/mistress can help you through this by ordering you to be strong. Sort of use your instincts to obey her to help you manage your fear. You trust her not to harm you, so maybe using her as your 'higher power' here will help. Just a thought.

Having a tonsilectomy as an adult is pretty rough procedure, but it doesn't require a long hospital stay, just a great deal of bed rest at home. I had a friend who had one about three years ago. She was home the day after the surgery, but couldn't go back to work for two weeks. So plan accordingly.
 
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I just did the most unusual scene I've ever done. Boy drove in from another city with his 80+ of underwear. He's a misophiliac, has a thing for old, dirty, torn, stained underwear. Another dom and I tied him up and burned all but 14 pairs of underwear, making him beg for us to save his favorite pairs. The pairs we saved we either wrote humiliating things on or singed in the fire. He's forbidden to buy any more underwear--has to either wear the ones we left him or steal some from guys at his gym. No sex of any sort except he jacked off as we burned the underwear.

Was definitely an interesting scene. Not exactly arousing for me, but fun to do.
 
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