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sebastian · Jul 1, 2010

Sounds like you're remembering some unpleasant experiences that you'd stuffed away, Ceilidh. If they're starting to surface, it means that you're ready to confront them. Just trust yourself that you can get through the unpleasantness. You're older, wiser, and stronger than you were when these things happened, and however vivid the memories are, they're in the past. They're just shadows of things that happened a long time ago and they can't really hurt you, just make you upset.

Talking to your friends might be helpful. Talking is often a good strategy for processing what happened, and your friends will support you and soothe you if you need it.

Ceilidh · Jul 1, 2010

Thank you Sebastian, you always know just what to say.

I am remembering unpleasent things, but I don't think it is really that unpleasent -- nothing happened. Yeah I'll admit -- getting off work at 11pm and discovering on top of my car a dozen red roses and a tire iron..oh yeah and a guy twice my size lurking in the shadows -- would creep anybody out. I just cannot believe after all of these years this scared feeling is coming back. At least this time I haven't resorted to sleeping with a 25 watt night light... I just keep trying to remind myself that this was years ago. And I figure he has moved since then...I just hope all of this paranioa is hormones...God, I hope it is hormones, since I've been feeling 'dark' lately. Dark like, I cannot wear enough black -- black skirt, black top, black shoes, black earrings, black nails, black jewlery, black eyeshadow, black eyeliner...just everything BLACK.

sebastian · Jul 1, 2010

Wow. That _is_ creepy. Definitely not a good strategy for saying hi to a girl you're interested in. I can see why that would sort of haunt you.

master jey · Jul 1, 2010

Freak...

sillylittlepet · Jul 1, 2010

why black?

Darktruth · Jul 1, 2010

sebastian said:
Wow. That _is_ creepy. Definitely not a good strategy for saying hi to a girl you're interested in.

Ah...maybe that's where I've been going wrong all these years.

lol

Ceilidh · Jul 1, 2010

I'm glad to hear someone else finds it creepy. So maybe I'm not as crazy as I thought.

I know this will sound like I'm defending the guy but I'm not. But the tireiron was "thoughtful" because he knew about me not having one in my car when I had a blowout on the way to school. However he could have come into my work (where he purchased the flowers) and said "hey, what are you doing after work?" Give a girl some warning!

Silly, I'm not sure why black. It just seems fitting with my mood. However today, I'm wearing light blue cut-offs and a grey t-shirt with black

Nightmare Before Christmas.

SubAnna · Jul 1, 2010

Ceilidh said:
I'm glad to hear someone else finds it creepy. So maybe I'm not as crazy as I thought.

I know this will sound like I'm defending the guy but I'm not. But the tireiron was "thoughtful" because he knew about me not having one in my car when I had a blowout on the way to school. However he could have come into my work (where he purchased the flowers) and said "hey, what are you doing after work?" Give a girl some warning!

Silly, I'm not sure why black. It just seems fitting with my mood. However today, I'm wearing light blue cut-offs and a grey t-shirt with black Nightmare Before Christmas.

I think that sounds creepy too.. generally ppl. lurking = creepy. You are not crazy for thinking that

handcuff_freak · Jul 3, 2010

Woke up thursday to some stomach pains. Ibuprofin got rid of it just fine. Then friday I woke up 2hrs before my alarm with excruciating pain. I had a hard time walking. Wife got me in to the doc. Thinking it was my appendix I got admitted to the hospital. CT showed nothing, but I still have to use pain meds. They don't know what's wrong

Obedient Little Puppy · Jul 3, 2010

Shit, that's not good

Hope you'll be okay soon

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