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[Obedient Little Puppy]

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Well, moving to England wouldn't help you as I don't live in England

And most of the clothes I'm getting rid of are either way too big or way too small. A lot of things were given to me by my ex's family, in an attempt to make me look more feminine, and more colourful I now have colour and femininity in my wardrobe, but clothes that I like, not clothes everyone except me likes

 

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[Ceilidh]

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ah. So you are getting rid of things that the ex's family bought you. I'd get rid of them too. Well, unless it was something I really liked, but then again, there is always that 99.999% chance I don't. lol.

Sorry about the wrong location. It is just England was an option for us to move to..however that didn't happen I really wanted to go to Europe too. Acutally depending upon how you look at it, our options have either greatly increased or decreased since our move got cancled - literally in mid move - and hubby is getting "fired"

 

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[sebastian]

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Nice boots, but probably not my size. Even if I were a drag queen. But if I were a drag queen (and my drag queen name would be Jenny Say Kwah), I would go for them. I haven't posted any pics of me in leather yet.

 

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[Obedient Little Puppy]

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Sorry to hear that Ceilidh, hope things sort themselves out for you soon *hugs*

And yeah, I guess I'm trying to reinvent myself, work out my identity, as it were. New hair, new clothes, new mates...I need more though, a job, my own transport and somewhere more desirable to live, but I guess I can only work, right now, on the things I do have immediate control over

 

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[WmaGuy]

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Ceilidh - I'm so sorry to come back and read of your troubles - I truly hope things clear up for you...Though I don't know you, I thought of you often as I wandered around Dublin, Howth and Wicklow...When things clear for the two of you, I truly hope you make it to Ireland. I'm in love with the place....So much so, that I'm researching living there for a year. Will send you some pics, or even post a few if it's okay, when I get them all uploaded...It's an amazing place....

 

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[Ceilidh]

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thanks for the hugs OLP. I hope everything gets sorted out also - and SOON. The thing that is driving me the most crazy is the not knowing...not knowing if we will be able to find jobs - hubby should be able to pretty easy, but i haven't had a job in 5 years, who is going to hire me? And what about childcare? should we finish/reattend college? Will we be able to afford to buy ourselves a house? And then there is the business we were wanting to start, and the fact I now will most likely won't be getting an RX8 anytime in the near future.

reinvent yourself, OLP? you sound kind of like myself, but as I think I said in your Kink.com thread that I'm trying to figure myself out - not just in bdsm, but me completely as a person.

 

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[Obedient Little Puppy]

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Try 6 years with no work And it is for a completely justified reason too, but this seems to have no effect on potential employers. And then, because I'm claiming benefits and live on a council housing estate, a lot of people, some of whom don't even fucking know me, think it's perfectly okay to treat me like a fucking criminal, a fraud, a thief...there are many people claiming Jobseeker's Allowance who are perfectly happy, even proud, to be claiming it, and have no intention of ever looking for work. So those of us who are genuine get a bad name and are generally treated like shit!

*takes several deep, calming breaths*

Sorry about that It just pisses me off so much though. Although I am in desperate need of money, I crave a job for the stability it will give me, eating/waking/sleeping at the same time every day, being out of the flat all day, spending time in the company of others...damn, I want something very soon!

 

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[Ceilidh]

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Ceilidh - I'm so sorry to come back and read of your troubles - I truly hope things clear up for you...Though I don't know you, I thought of you often as I wandered around Dublin, Howth and Wicklow...When things clear for the two of you, I truly hope you make it to Ireland. I'm in love with the place....So much so, that I'm researching living there for a year. Will send you some pics, or even post a few if it's okay, when I get them all uploaded...It's an amazing place....

Oh I'm so happy you thought of me I thought of you also, espically on St. Paddy's Day. In all honesty we should have had our own St. Paddy's Day party here. When we unloaded our bar in the house we had 70 bottles and no we are not drunks, everything was given to us by people who previously moved. most bottles were either unopened or 3/4 full!! I have always said we had enough to open our own bar and charge for drinks!! lol.

I hope we make it to Ireland one day also. *crosses fingers*

*is pratically jumping up and down with excitement* I would love to see pics. Email, links, yahoo photo sharing...however you choose

 

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[Ceilidh]

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....Sorry about that It just pisses me off so much though. Although I am in desperate need of money, I crave a job for the stability it will give me, eating/waking/sleeping at the same time every day, being out of the flat all day, spending time in the company of others...damn, I want something very soon!

I understand your anger, OLP. A few days ago all I did was listen to Razorblade by Blue October. For me the song sounds angry enough to help calm me when I'm upset. I acutally have a playlist - called Bullshit because usually what pisses me off is bullshit - made up of these types of songs. Think of it this way - if I can't express myself, then I will loudly listen to what I'm feeling. Now back to my anger the other day, and given the right moment, I would put a Military Officer in his place. Which considering a certain omitted slightly relevent story, would be very suprising to said Officer. Basically what should have automatically pissed me off didn't - but he has, greatly. And I so am itching to put him in his place.

 

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[Obedient Little Puppy]

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Aww I won't ask for details, but I hope you can sort it, whatever happened

I tend to listen to aggressive music when I'm angry, I find this more soothing...but it's pointless playing it loud, day or night, as the music coming from my downstairs neighbours will no doubt drown it out

I'd better get to bed, as it's 2.45am and I have so much to do tomorrow Goodnight all

 

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