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Death, part of the reason that damage to your colon is a source of real concern is that the feces that pass through your colon carry a lot of infectious bacteria. While urine in your body is normally sterile, the same is absolutely not true for feces. Normally these bacteria can't penetrate the lining of your colon and therefore pass safely outside your body, but if you get a cut in your colon or rectum, it's a chink through which bacteria can pass and therefore start an infection. Not all colon damage is the sort that causes pain, so the fact that you're not feeling any pain doesn't guarantee that you're ok. The fact that you're not seeing more blood is definitely a good sign, but from what I know, it's not a guarantee that you're in the clear.
I understand your fear of seeing the doctor. It's a common problem, but, as my mother taught me years ago, just because you're afraid of something doesn't mean you don't have to do it. In my opinion, those who practice bdsm simply have to get past their discomfort about discussing sexual activity with doctors, because too many things can go wrong during bdsm that require medical attention. (In my opinion, being willing to visit the doctor is part of the 'sane' element in SSC.) Most doctors and hospital personal have heard and encountered just about everything imaginable sexually and if they're competent, they will be sensitive to your embarrassment and try to put you at ease. In particular, they're used to people putting odd things into various orifices--it's one of the most common reasons for visits to the ER, and I've heard all sorts of stories about the things ER doctors pull out of anuses and the bizarre stories people tell to cover up what they were doing sexually.
"I was vacuuming in the nude and somehow my cock got caught in the vacuum hose."
"I slipped in the shower and fell on a bike handle."
"I slipped in the shower and fell on a lemon."
"I slipped in the shower, tripped over my dog, and fell on my cell phone." (The phone rang during the procedure to get it out.)
"I was cooking in the nude and dropped a frozen hot dog in my vagina."
"I was trying to brush off a hemarrhoid and I lost control of my toothbrush."
"I was hanging curtains in the nude and slipped and fell backwards onto a potato on my kitchen table."
"I woke up and there was a light bulb in my ass."
"I was trying to reinsert a hemarrhoid and I lost hold of the anti-aircraft artillery shell I was using." (They had to call in a bomb squad for that one, since it was a live shell.)
"I was trying to relieve my constipation and I thought a microwave egg boiler might work."
"I was really sure that if I put the matchbox car in a condom, I'd be able to get it out again."
"I didn't want my boyfriend driving, so I hid his car keys somewhere I knew he never went." (This for a woman's vagina.)
A friend of mine told me story from an ER doctor she knows who became quite adept at removing screw-top bottle caps from anuses (just put the bottle back in, rotate it clockwise to reattach the cap, and gently pull.)
One doctor, in a single ER shift, encountered a potato, two spoons, a butter knife, and a roll of copper wire.
There's even a medical term for this phenomenon: Rectal Foreign Object (RFO).
My point here, apart from the simple amusement value of these stories, is that your doctor isn't going to humiliate you for sticking anal beads up your ass (and if, by chance, he does, you have a right to be angry with him, because it's extremely unprofessional). The medical literature on RFOs emphasizes the importance of treating the patient with dignity. You took reasonable precautions, used a genuine sex toy, and didn't get it stuck, so there's nothing to be ashamed of.
Anal sex is wonderful, but it's not something to take a chance on. Please, swallow your fear, and go talk to a doctor. If you're fine, the worst that will happen is a little embarrassment. If you're not fine, this could literally save your life.
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