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This position looks easy, and it might be, but it’s not easy knowing that if you lose your footing, I could easily fall over while trying to balance myself on 6″ heels. So, standing incredibly still is my main focus while Martin does things to me. Spraying me with freezing cold water then hanging weights on the clovers dangling from my nipples. Once those weights were added, I knew I needed to stand even more still. And when he added MORE weight, I was paralyzed.
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Martin uses zip ties on me tonight instead of the usual rope and he wasn’t very nice about it. Zip ties above and below my breasts, four around my arms and one around my throat and the ones around were wrapped around my elbows were SUPER tight! After putting clovers on my nipples, he drenches me with freezing water, straps a nice big ball in my mouth, then zip ties my ankles, legs, and thighs. Perfect.
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Martin ties a super tight ponytail and wrenches it backward, tying it to the rope going from my arms to the ceiling. He doesn’t do much else to me but leave me to be. He leaves me to suffer and to cry it out until I can barely feel my feet and stand on my own.
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When Martin was done tying me in my position, I thought to myself… this isn’t so bad. I think I can last for a while. My elbows were tied, my mouth was gagged, my legs were tied and my arms were tied to the ceiling but I was still able to pivot my legs and feet. That was until Martin brings my head and legs together – putting me into a somewhat standing, compact position. It became a little more stressful at that point but I was still OK. As more time goes by, I start feeling all the pressure on my feet and just when I start feeling a little uncomfortable, Martin adds more rope to bring my body together. This is the moment I think, I picked the wrong night to wear these heels.
Asiana In Control – Our First Self Bondage Show Part 2
Actress: Name: Asiana In Control – Our First Self Bondage Show Part 2
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Halfway through the show, I’m REALLY exhausted. I try leaving back to lean on my ankles with my hands but it doesn’t provide much relief because I have to keep myself a knee-spread position. I even reach in the direction of the remote to the winch to bring myself down a bit but that wasn’t happening. When I attempt to tap out, Martin removes the spreader bar but leaves me to continue. Not much is being done to me for the remainder of the show. Time was my destruction. I fell apart HARD.
Asiana In Control – Our First Self Bondage Show Part 1
Actress: Name: Asiana In Control – Our First Self Bondage Show Part 1
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This was a completely spontaneous show. Exactly one hour before show time, I had mentioned to Martin that I wanted to do a self-bondage scene but I was a little nervous about it being my first time doing it live. Maritn reassured me that it would be fine and encouraged me to move forward with the idea so we went with it. I had an idea of what I wanted to do but didn’t quite have a plan yet so I decided to wing it.
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This is so simplistic and tame for both Martin and I, but for me, it doesn’t always have to be tight and painful. I can move my hands and feet and I can lift myself up if I wanted to. It’s the fact that I don’t want to. And having clovers on my nipples is what’s keeping me from wanting to move. I also love that I can stay like this for a long time and in this case, instead of the throat rope restricting my breathing or the giant ball that’s aching my jaw or heels that are destroying my feet… what drives me wild is that Martin isn’t giving me any attention whatsoever. Sometimes I need that in order to keep going and when I don’t get it, I start getting antsy lol. Luckily, Martin finally lets me out before I started getting there. This night was a very quiet and peaceful session.
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Every once in a while, I need some time alone. To be bound gagged by myself, alone with my suffering. Sometimes it’s what I want and sometimes it’s what Martin wants. This time, it was for Martin, so he took me into the Playroom barefoot and cuffed me to the frame. My ankles cuffed and chained to the cinder block that I was sitting on and my throat was restrained to the post I was leaning against. Tight enough that I couldn’t move but still able to breathe. My mouth was gagged and I had clovers on my nipples to add to my discomfort. This time, all the pain was in my nipples… probably because it was the only thing I could focus on.
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I usually like to dress down on the weekends and this Saturday, I was wearing one of my work out outfits. Martin seems to think I attract attention with these white tights… or that I was asking for attention… and that’s how I ended up in the Playroom tonight. In a standing position, Martin cinches my arms and legs tightly together with large, thick zip ties. He straps the smaller sized ball in my mouth, then adds a leather strap around my throat and nooses me to the ceiling with a heavy chain. Just when I thought he was finished, Martin adds one more zip tie and wraps it tightly around my waist and sets the time for 30-minutes.
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After standing in heels for nearly half an hour, Martin brings me to ground and puts me in a kneeling position. He ties my wrists to my ankles so I can’t sit upright. This is one that completely destroys my thighs within minutes. And the moment I start feeling it in my legs, I lean forward to try and take the weight off but that hurts too, so I attempt to sit back up but this only tightens the rope around my wrists. I slowly repeat this movement – leaning forward, then sitting upright but then I start to fall apart so Martin leaves me alone until I can regain my composure. I start focusing on keeping still but am only able to for a short period of time until I tap out.
