How old were you at that time?

Little_M · Aug 5, 2009

Well, I mostly remember signs from when I was a very young girl. Like, if I'd watch a show, and the characters would cry out in pain, or beg for mercy, I'd get a rush... (I really realized I was messed up when a guy in a movie was forced to cut off his own arm, and I couldn't stop thinking about how wonderful it would be to be controlled like that) Or when I would play hide and seek with my friends, and I'd try to find the smallest hiding space possible, like in a tiny cabinet, or under a dresser, because I liked the feeling of being confined... Messed up, I know ^^;;

monocrome · Aug 6, 2009

Little_M said:
Well, I mostly remember signs from when I was a very young girl. Like, if I'd watch a show, and the characters would cry out in pain, or beg for mercy, I'd get a rush... (I really realized I was messed up when a guy in a movie was forced to cut off his own arm, and I couldn't stop thinking about how wonderful it would be to be controlled like that) Or when I would play hide and seek with my friends, and I'd try to find the smallest hiding space possible, like in a tiny cabinet, or under a dresser, because I liked the feeling of being confined... Messed up, I know ^^;;

not at all messed up

it is who you are.

i'm showing my age here but i used to feel a feeling of serious comfort in this one scene in the FIRST legend of zelda video game where you can run down a corridor in the woods and all you can see is just your character, the end of the passage and the rest of the blocked off screen. i loved thinking about being in that tiny space. LOL.

hey Little M, i notice you are from my area, may i pm you?

master jey · Aug 6, 2009

like in a tiny cabinet, or under a dresser

hehe me as well i loved small wardrobes as well
and i still love them ^^

Santuary Freak · Aug 12, 2009

I can't speak for my wife on this one but I have had tendencies for as long as I can remember. Now, when was it the first time I actually took action? Well, it was at the age of 19 with my girlfriend at the time (now wife).

Little_M · Aug 14, 2009

monocrome said:
hey Little M, i notice you are from my area, may i pm you?

Sure thing! I had actually thought about PMing you, but I thought that might be creepy D:

And I loved that part of Legend of Zelda, too! I also liked it when Link would fall off a cliff and scream out xD His voice was sooo cute!

misskitty · Aug 15, 2009

I was 13 or so, and I watched anime a lot and read manga, and sometimes the idea would come up in it....and it used to excite me. I also had a friend online who was into it, and he eventually became my master. I was only 13/14 and he was 16.

GreyMac · Sep 2, 2009

I was six years old and 'playing doctor' with the pretty blond girl (also 6) from two doors down. While admiring her bared bottom, I spanked her just once, not very hard. She said, "Oooh! Do that again." I've been hooked ever since.

I really didn't know what BDSM was for a long time. In the 80's and early 90's this lifestyle was not as out in the open as it is now. I didn't try much other than the occasional spanking or lite bondage with my girlfriends until I met a naturally submissive english woman when we were both about thirty. With her I began to explore the feelings and desire for control I had always experienced but never really acted upon. She had visa problems and grew homesick for the UK. I often miss her, she was very special.

My Love My Lord · Sep 4, 2009

I had certain "desires" in my early teens and experimented with my high school boyfriend at the time. He was mostly just into bondage though and I always wanted to try more... I didn't meet My Lord and REALLY get into the lifestyle though until I was in my 20s.

Biteme · Sep 7, 2009

Have bitten most of my life, but it never turned me on until i was in my 20's. Then when i was 33 i found a willing partner to bite me and be bitten, it was the most erotic thing, and i love it.

little miss · Sep 7, 2009

I think it was in my early teens, though I never understood how deep the desire actually went. I thought it was just fantasies, but clearly it wasnt.

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