Sub4Life
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Ok, a little background... I am a 21 year old college student and my Master is a 36 year old businessman. I was kind of poor growing up, and he is very wealthy. Not like crazy rich or anything, but he has a summer home and boats and stuff like that.
I always got kind of turned on by men in high positions and those with "money". It made me feel safe, and secure and...I dont know really how to explain it. I think it puts him above me in a way and he's in more of a dominant position because of it.
But I don't live off of him. I have a job and make my own money, but he, my Master, will buy me gifts and take me to nice resturants and so on. I don't ask for a lot, but he gets very offended if I try to say no to things.
I got into a fight with a friend the other day and she called me a gold digger and a whore and said I was only with my Master (she doesnt know the BDSM aspect, she thinks we are a regular Vanilla couple) for his money and other things that come with it.
It got me thinking. Now, I wouldn't call myself a gold digger because I am in love with my Master and if he had no money at all I would still love him.
But I do have to admit when he flashes his money around (in and out of the bedroom) I get kind of excited. I don't know if that is just a kink of mine, or somthing that turns me on...or if that makes me really, really shallow.
But it's been bothering me the past couple days, I had to beg my Master to let me back online (I havent been allowed online for over three months), in order to ask this. :-(
So normal/understandable? Or am I a shallow bitch? lol
I always got kind of turned on by men in high positions and those with "money". It made me feel safe, and secure and...I dont know really how to explain it. I think it puts him above me in a way and he's in more of a dominant position because of it.
But I don't live off of him. I have a job and make my own money, but he, my Master, will buy me gifts and take me to nice resturants and so on. I don't ask for a lot, but he gets very offended if I try to say no to things.
I got into a fight with a friend the other day and she called me a gold digger and a whore and said I was only with my Master (she doesnt know the BDSM aspect, she thinks we are a regular Vanilla couple) for his money and other things that come with it.
It got me thinking. Now, I wouldn't call myself a gold digger because I am in love with my Master and if he had no money at all I would still love him.
But I do have to admit when he flashes his money around (in and out of the bedroom) I get kind of excited. I don't know if that is just a kink of mine, or somthing that turns me on...or if that makes me really, really shallow.
But it's been bothering me the past couple days, I had to beg my Master to let me back online (I havent been allowed online for over three months), in order to ask this. :-(
So normal/understandable? Or am I a shallow bitch? lol
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