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my worst experience was being tied to a chair and beaten by a group of schoolmates. until i passed out. they didn't hit my face much bcs they didnt want to leave evidence of their action on me. they just aimed at my torso mostly, and twisted my arms like crazy before they tied me up.
the funny thing is, back then i had no idea i was into bdsm myself. and it didn't even register for a long while after the incident, or during similar but less intense episodes of violence i kept receiving from the same guys.
when i look back, i know now that it helped me endure the whole thing... bcs i derived a secret pleasure from the blows landing on my torso, giving me strength to display courage at the face of their assault. i would look right back into their eyes. i did flinch and gasp and groan and scream in pain, but whenever i could direct my gaze i would just target their eyes and stare into theirs. i remember it annoyed the hell out of them. it made me look much braver than i felt.
years passed and now i know more about myself. i know what my absolute turn-ons are and how they luckily clicked with the kind of abuse my scoolmates intended on me during high school.
what the heck... sometimes it pays to be an eccentric.
the funny thing is, back then i had no idea i was into bdsm myself. and it didn't even register for a long while after the incident, or during similar but less intense episodes of violence i kept receiving from the same guys.
when i look back, i know now that it helped me endure the whole thing... bcs i derived a secret pleasure from the blows landing on my torso, giving me strength to display courage at the face of their assault. i would look right back into their eyes. i did flinch and gasp and groan and scream in pain, but whenever i could direct my gaze i would just target their eyes and stare into theirs. i remember it annoyed the hell out of them. it made me look much braver than i felt.
years passed and now i know more about myself. i know what my absolute turn-ons are and how they luckily clicked with the kind of abuse my scoolmates intended on me during high school.
what the heck... sometimes it pays to be an eccentric.
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