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Hi everyone. I've been lurking for a few weeks now but this is my first post. I'm a sub. I first started experimenting with a friend also interested in BDSM a couple years ago. We played together for about 6 months before stopping because we were both getting more emotionally involved than we anticipated. It's been probably a year since we've played. We recently started talking about playing again and I've been really excited. He's the only Dom I've ever played with and I trust him completely. We played with a lot of bondage (my favorite), some dripping of hot wax, air play (which knowing what I know now we won't be doing again), and just lots of domination.
We live in different states currently and have been doing some playing by phone. It's been really nice and I've really enjoyed talking to him every day. But I think I'm getting too emotionally involved again. He's busy this weekend and didn't have time to talk or play with me. I feel so alone because of this! Which is silly because I have plenty of other friends. But I really look forward to our play sessions, even though it's by phone for now.
I'm wondering if I should end it now before he moves here (for work, not me). We've both been upfront that we want to play only and aren't looking for a relationship. But I feel myself getting so tangled up. I hate the way I feel when he doesn't call or play with me. But I was also looking forward to playing again. I haven't ever felt comfortable enough with anyone else to play with. We've been talking about trying new things, some flogging, nipple clamps, gag and blindfold, all things I've wanted to try. I'm so confused! Any advice? I appreciate all your comments
We live in different states currently and have been doing some playing by phone. It's been really nice and I've really enjoyed talking to him every day. But I think I'm getting too emotionally involved again. He's busy this weekend and didn't have time to talk or play with me. I feel so alone because of this! Which is silly because I have plenty of other friends. But I really look forward to our play sessions, even though it's by phone for now.
I'm wondering if I should end it now before he moves here (for work, not me). We've both been upfront that we want to play only and aren't looking for a relationship. But I feel myself getting so tangled up. I hate the way I feel when he doesn't call or play with me. But I was also looking forward to playing again. I haven't ever felt comfortable enough with anyone else to play with. We've been talking about trying new things, some flogging, nipple clamps, gag and blindfold, all things I've wanted to try. I'm so confused! Any advice? I appreciate all your comments
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