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Sally wants some advice on how to be a sub. I'm not the best person for this, since I'm more of a dom. But i suppose I'll start the ball rolling, and maybe others with more experience can add to it.
Let's assume you've found a dom that you trust. He's given you safe words, he's shown that he is concerned with your safety and your basic enjoyment (on the Inner Level) and you want to explore with him. So where do you begin?
You begin with communication. You need to ask your dom what he wants you to be. Ask him what sort of play he wants to explore. Ask him for protocols and rules of behavior. Does he want you to address him as Sir, or Master, or Lord, or Daddy? Does he want you to remain silent unless spoken to? Does he want you to be very obedient, or does he like a more feisty, bratty sub that needs to be tamed? And can you follow those rules? If you are naturally bratty, you may not enjoy being a very obedient sub. So it's important to realize that you have a right to your own needs. Although you are expected to meet your dom's needs, his needs have to be close enough to yours that you are getting some real satisfaction from your play. If what he wants doesn't connect to what arouses you and triggers your submissive feelings, then it's unlikely that the two of you will work well together.
You should also tell your dom what you want. Tell him what turns you on, what triggers your submissive side, what types of play you want to try. One of the biggest mistakes that subs make is expecting the dom to be a mind reader. Good doms can sometimes give the impression of psychically knowing what is in a sub's head, but that's slight of hand and guesswork (at least it is with me--maybe there are some honest-to-God mind-reading doms out there, but I'm guessing they're uncommon). So subs will get frustrated. "Why isn't he spanking me? He ought to realize I love being spanked." Don't fall into this trap. If you dom is not doing something you want, or doing something you really hate, you need to speak up and explain your feelings to the dom. Depending on the terms of your submission, your dom may or may not give you that, but most doms will try to meet the sub's desires. But expecting your dom to be a mind-reader and magically know what you want and need is unfair to your dom.
Also, explain your limits to your dom. Tell him what things you are currently unwilling to do at all (hard limits) and what things you are nervous about doing but think you might be ok with if he introduces them slowly (soft limits). Don't tell your dom that you have no limits; that's not helpful to him and it's most assuredly not true. As a novice sub I recommend that you establish hard limits on at least the following issues: no blood, no permanent marks, no children, no animals, no drugs, no feces, and no unsafe or illegal forms of BDSM or sex. A couple of these you should probably always avoid (kids, animals, feces, and drugs--yes I know that some people are ok with doing illegal drugs, but drugs and BDSM are an extremely dangerous combination, since they reduce the sub's ability to use safe words and decrease the dom's ability to control what is happening), but the others you may eventually decide to move into soft limits and then into regular play. Add to your hard limits anything that you think would make you really upset to have done to you; anal sex, exhibitionism, piss drinking, for example). Toss in anything that reminds you of serious emotional trauma; for example, if you father used to beat you with a hairbrush, you might put hairbrushes in your hard limits. Your soft limits should include anything that you feel nervous about; these are things your dom should agree to talk over with you before springing on you. If the idea of getting pissed on or having to have sex with a stranger makes you feel icky, put them in your soft limits and ask the dom to talk to you before he does them. My sub has a soft limit on sex with third parties--I have to tell him ahead of time, and he has to meet the guy at some time prior to playing, and he has the right to say that he will not play with any candidate. Hard and soft limits change over time; as you build trust with a dom, you may find that you trust him enough that you will waive your soft limits, and you might eventually decide that something you thought was unacceptable starts to seem interesting. For example, when I first started domming, pup play and piss were hard limits for me; I thought they were very extreme and sort of grotesque. But the more I thought about them, I started to understand what was erotic about them, and now I regularly piss on my sub and I'm willing to do pup play if it comes up. So err on the side of caution--start with a decent list of hard limits, and then slowly move them into soft limits and full play as you feel comfortable with them.
And remember that the sub sets the limits; a dom may ask you to consider something you currently have off limits, but no dom should order you to drop your limits, and a dom who ignores your limits and brings in something from your hard limit list is a dom you should IMMEDIATELY stop playing with. Safe word out of the scene and have a talk. A while ago, I arranged for my sub to play with another dom. I arranged for him to meet the dom, and he agreed that the dom was acceptable. But a month went by between meeting the sub and actually playing. I arranged for the dom to pick up my sub and take him to his house; I planned to show up a couple hours later. But I had completely forgotten that my boy had said that he wanted me to be there when the other dom started playing with him. My boy was upset when the dom picked him up alone, but tried to go along with the scene, until he started feeling abandoned. He very wisely ended the scene, and explained the problem to the dom, who called me. I came over, talked with my boy, and upon realizing that I was in the wrong, I apologized profusely for having forgotten the conditions my boy set. This incident seriously harmed my boy's trust in me, and it took a lot of talking for us to work through it. Had my boy decided to withdraw his submission permanently from me, I would have entirely understood his choice. I still feel bad about screwing up.
It's very common for subs to want to go beyond what the dom asks for. For example, I gave my boy a protocol that he contacts me once a day. He very quickly decided to contact me twice a day, once in the morning and once at night. That pleases me, because it tells me he wants to please me as much as possible. So don't hesitate to offer suggestions for how to extend your protocols. But be aware that not all your suggestions may be welcome. Your dom may not want a particular type of service. I enjoy cooking, so some times I don't want my boy to make dinner. After play, it's very common for subs to clean the toys and play space, so ask the dom how he wants clean-up handled.
Also, remember that no dom is dominant every waking moment. Your dom may be tired after a difficult day, or he may be depressed, sad, or angry about something. Those are times when you need to simply accept your dom in whatever shape he's in, and accept that perhaps he can't receive service from you at the moment. When I first owned my boy, about a month into the relationship, I had to fly across the country because my father was dying. This was very difficult on my boy, because he kept wanting to be helpful to me in some way while I was out of town grieving. He felt like I didn't want him. It was very hard for him to realize that I simply couldn't receive much service from him, because I needed to focus on my family. It took him a lot of time to understand what "they also serve who only stand and wait" means. Receiving service is not always as easy as it looks, so be understanding when he can't receive. It doesn't mean he doesn't appreciate you.
And understand that doms have limits as well. You may want your dom to play a rape scene with you, but your dom may be uncomfortable playing such an extreme scene. Keep in mind that in this case, you're asking your dom to play the role of a vicious, hateful asshole; that may be a frightening or disturbing persona for your dom. If your dom was abused as child, asking him to act as an abuser could be deeply upsetting. When a dom goes into the dark places of his psyche, he might be afraid that he can't come back; he may be afraid that if he really opens a particular door, he might not like what he finds. When I dom, I often wake up my 'beast'; it's the most feral part of me, a part of me that really enjoys inflicting pain without regard to the person being hurt. My beast is intense and I love waking it, but sometimes when it's really coming out, I start to worry that I might accidentally harm my sub, and so I have to rein it in. One of my deepest fears is that I might get so carried away with my beast that I would disregard my sub's consent and safe words. So if you ask for a particular scene or type of play, realize that your dom may need to veto it; that's something to discuss if it happens.
As a sub, you naturally want to please. That means that when something goes wrong, you have a natural tendency to assume that the problem is your fault; you must have said or done, or not said or not done something that caused the problem. That isn't necessarily true. You may have served your master perfectly, and he might still be unsatisfied (perhaps he's unreasonable in what he expects) or he may be hung up on something else, or perhaps the two of you just don't click together. Not every dom-sub relationship fails because the sub is to blame. Lots of things can go wrong, just like in any vanilla relationship. So don't assume that you're at fault just because you're the sub. Remember that the dom gets a lot of responsibility when he gets a lot of control.
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