Recent content by Ceilidh

I don't know why but I'm suddenly scared and uncomfortable being home alone in the evenings. Any little sound in this house makes me wonder if someone is breaking in. Feeling this way is just driving me crazy. I nearly cannot take it anymore. The last time I felt this insecure in my own home...

I think most were just throwing the phrase around with the exception of one, a nun who visited us while we were still in the hospital. She was very sweet and I know at least her intentions were honest and truthful.

Death, I love how you are not giving up on finding your other half in life. Even though I know you sometimes feel like giving up, I admire your persistence and not giving up. I'm sure you will find her in the most unlikely of places! Good Luck!!

I agree. I think I would of preferred hearing "god bless you" to "I'll pray for you" The way I see it is what good would praying do? All you'd be doing is praying for mercy because wouldn't it of been god who created us all? So wouldn't he be the one to give medical problems and what not...

I don't mean to start any religious debates, but a friend of mine brought this to my attention and I am now curious to how other people feel. A couple of weeks ago I began going through a serious family medical problem. Everyone - friends I haven't spoken to in 10 years to current friends...

I tend to over analyze the smallest things, resulting in me worrying over nothing. For example, I called the doc today- first thing this morning- to make an appointment as our hospital discharge paperwork said to. I made an appointment for next week. This afternoon the doc calls me back...

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Thanks smallest. I know I haven't been around the forum as much as I used to. The way I looked at it, why put myself through the misery of reading about what I cant have. Since I got pregnant our play time went to the back burner first because we didn't want to take any risks, this was our 4th...

Well. Oct is turning out to be something else. Hubby went to his contest - 4 hours away - and I ended up in labor. Baby was born in the wee hours of oct 1. I at least was able to have him on the phone as I delivered. Oct 2 we were able to go home. And today is my first day with two kids. Not...

I call bullshit. Lol. Seriously. My poor walls got pinched while he was trying to find the stitches and taking them out. That's right. My stitches are officially out and I have 2 weeks left. I'm nearly a nervous wreck. I think I passed my mucus plug last night - you know that feeling, I...

Two. Three. Eight.

Um mostly the epidural and being in constant pain. I've had bad experiences with epidurals. At least when it came to receiving them. It's not their fault, I just have a problem relaxing enough for them to do their job. Because once it is in, I'm fine. The last time I had one, when I got my...

True silly and jey. But my stitches are in my cervix. And once my cervix isn't being held closed by the stitches anymore, I could go into labor the same day. So in a nutshel, its after the stitches are removed that I'm worried about.

Getting my stitches removed at the end of the month. And honestly? I'm not sure if I am more nervous or scared. I guess fairly equal parts right now. However as the date gets closer my feelings and fears are going to intensify tenfold.

Wow. Where has the time went? I know appointments! That's where. I'm getting my first son into school and he needs dental and medical checkups and this clogged mucus gland under his young taken care of.... And whenever I go to the doc I have two doc appointments in one day - one for the...